About Me


◕ ‿ ◕ CIRE LOUISE is the name. Half ghost, part time swashbuckler. Deep, blurred, filtered and scared to sink. Will be sailing to the city that never sleeps.

Lovelife?

Nakakain ba yun? De jk lng, wala ko nun, sa panahon ngayon kase mas masarap pa kumaen kesa magmahal. Mas masarap pang mag daydream na kunyare nag sail ako patungong New York City habang nagi-stargazing sa sarili kong ship kasama ang mga pirates ko kesa mag commit sa isang relationship.
Study?

4th year college, Commerce, UCnians. Bat to ang course ko? Yun kse gusto ni mommy, kung ako masusunod, syempre tourism, pangarap ko yun eh.

Some Facts

EXOSTAN ako, Chanyeol at Luhan fanatic. GDragon lover. Nagkaka girl crush lalo na pag nakakatomboy yung kagandahan niya. Mahilig ako mag sulat sa diary ko, with different colors of ballpen. madalas ko gamitin brown, pero ngayon green nabili ko eh. Crush ko si Luke Hemmings ng 5SOS. Mahilig akong mag selfie tas mag adjust ng opacity at overlays. Addict rin ako sa wattpad and soundcloud. Lastly, isa akong poging binibini na mahilig sa ice cream, chocolate, fries, moo, at PAN.

Main Secret

I'm a swashbuckling pirate, wag kang papahuli saken, pag nahuli kita hindi na kita papakawalan pa.

Back to this hair or not? ToT

If you don’t need her, 

Then she doesn’t need you. She’s not going to waste her time & try to make things work with you when you aren’t trying. She’s not gonna waste her time chasing you when you’re obviously not into her like that. She’s not gonna waste her time sitting there & wait for you to talk to her when you don’t miss her enough to start a conversation. She’s not gonna waste her time trying to prove to you how she feels when you don’t care enough to notice.

Para kang ulan ‘di maintndihan, bigla-bigla nalang bumubuhos ako’y nalunod. H’wag kang masyadong ngumiti ang puso ko’y nakikiliti.

napapalalala ♥

zombie mode lvl 100. Sobrang stress nako sa thesis, pero selfie paren.

"Lately I’ve been spending a good part of nearly every day thinking about love. Romantic love. The kind of love that involves french kissing and mix tapes and spooning in New York City in the summer when it’s by most people’s standards too disgustingly humid to spoon. The kind of love you wanna bring home to your grandma and say, “Grandma, look at this love! Just look at this LOVE!” Lately I’ve been thinking about who I want to love, and how I want to love, and why I want to love the way I want to love, and what I need to learn to love that way, and who I need to become to become the kind of love I want to be…….and when I break it all down, when I whittle it into a single breath, it essentially comes out like this: Before I die, I want to be somebody’s favorite hiding place, the place they can put everything they know they need to survive, every secret, every solitude, every nervous prayer, and be absolutely certain I will keep it safe. I will keep it safe."

- Andrea Gibson (via rarararambles)

(via maartejade)

"Don’t kiss me if you’re afraid of thunder. My life is a storm."

- Anita Krizzan  (via thatkindofwoman)

(Source: quotethat, via confusedcollegestudent20)

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A new cover for my fb! :)) That picture was taken at Manila Memorial, hahaa lol. As I was reading that 16 years old blog, I was inspired to put nirvana, then boom. ♥

To the last person who got under my skin

I haven’t felt like this for months now. I haven’t felt so happy and relieved.

It hit me, after watching Silver Linings Playbook, that your mind conquers your body. It programs your system to a goal or an intention and you’ll do everything and anything for it.

Yet it doesn’t banish the chances of bumping into occurrences you have always tried to avoid, occurrences that you cannot avoid eternally.

I haven’t felt like this for months now. I haven’t felt so happy and relieved. What do they call this? Bliss, maybe? Here’s how it feels. It feels as light as a feather. It’s like I’m floating. The light has never been this bright and the walls were never as white. The little plant on the corner of the kitchen is perfectly positioned.

My smile is now involuntary.

Although I might have been miserable for the past days, I have come to think that what had happened was meant to be. Not that we were supposed to end up in a wedding but you were meant to teach me something. I am not entirely sure what it is but here is what I learned: you will think that something is really what it appears to be but truth is, it’s not. It’s something bigger than the immediate inference. It’s something truer than your impulse. There’s this one moment when you stop whatever you’re doing and your accounts hit you. Your eyes widen and you unconsciously smile. Then, there is a glint of joy different from all the others, and that anvil in your chest turns to dust.

I am back on track. I can finally function well.

Thank you for letting me know that I can still feel. Thank you for a snippet of a fairytale. You’d always say “forever.” Our affection is not forever. Forever is the entire existence of what you have labeled as “us.”

Maybe you were right when you said I wasn’t really in love with you and that I was just in love with the idea of you. You don’t exactly know what it is until one magical moment. But I felt what I felt and I meant what I spoke to you.

Don’t get me wrong, I do not feel tearful while I write down all of these pieces of you. I do feel a sting, but I am not sad. What I am feeling right now is some kind of eunoianirvana, or sophrosyne. It’s all positive thinking and authentic and typical. I am grateful that at one point of my living, someone brought into concrete existence all the fictions and motion pictures I have encountered. I will never forget the way you made me feel and the way I felt for you even though I’m not quite sure if it is love.

(Source: candymag.com)

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